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her liveliness ^^ Besides, she also impresses ppl with her elegance, same as what told by my friend, simple but very attractive.

Today i saw a girl, where by looking at whom, gives me a very special feeling. The feeling was quite similar to that when i looked at my ex last time. Somehow, i feel that she resembles my ex, in term of dunno what, cant tell, but definitely not the face. I couldnt concentrate on any conversation at all juz bcoz she was around and that was probably the second time i saw her only. So i ended up standing at a corner watching her, despite being spotted. She is pretty but not very pretty, everything else about her seemed to be so ordinary, yet she appeared so attractive to me, weird. And what’s worse, i would even feel jealous!!! Gosh… What the hell is wrong… This is the first time i am behaving so strangely, to a girl whose name i don’t even know. Maybe she just reminds me of my ex, that’s all.

人生好像一场戏，

因为有缘才相遇，

不应小事而生气，

回头想想又何必。

Interpretation:

Life is like a play,

Destiny brings us together,

Shouldnt get angry of little things,

Think back and you will realize you shouldn’t.

Beauticianist said my forehead pimples were caused by stress and lack of sleep. I am still experiencing insomia and lack of sleep. This means that i am not as stressed as i was, which is a good thing ^^ . The only problem now is my body clock. Still working hard on it. Pimples are gone, but more time needed b4 the scars are completely gone. Bad. Just be patient, like in every other thing. The time will come^^

Tmr will be my first day working. Studies are getting tougher and tougher. Time is running so short. Everything comes in a sudden. No, not really, it doesnt come unplanned. hehe.

I calculated. My earnings plus some of the money i have in my bank account now will earn me my living cost if i put them all in West Bank, which is going to give a nomial interest of 9% compounded monthly. And hopefully i can earn the fees for one semester so that i am STANDING ON MY LEGS, since apparently there was better ppl who deserved the scholarship

AND MY PLAN COMES IN EXECUTION FINALLY!!!

Breakfast —> Steak + milk + fruits

Brunch     —-> fruit + milk

Lunch      —–> HUGE amount of spaghetti with beef balls + milk

Interval ——-> fruit + milk

dinner    ——> normal

Supper   ——-> same as lunch

heeee heeee heee… hopefully this works ^^ Might be increasing protein intake… see first lar… hehe.

It feels so good to feel like this. For the first time in my life i am living in such a way that the very first thing i see when i wake up in the morning is hope; and the very last thing b4 falling off to slumberland is also hope, another hope—what’s tmr gonna be?

Actuarial studies, so broad, so uncertain. You cant even be certain if you would end up being an authorised actuary. This is it. This is the challenging feeling surging up and down in my heart, knocking my way through. If you have got a function, as in f(x), you get a result simply by substituting a variable. If you have got nothing without limitation, it’s up to you how far things can be stretched, either infinity, or negative infinity. Hehe.